don't mess with her

Chapter 39

On the way back, Chi Zhining and Lian Chen felt a little heavy. They were assigned to a room when they came, but now it seems a bit ironic.

After a whole night of tossing around, both of them were a little hungry. Normally, Lian Chen would have collapsed on the bed with a limp body, and he could tell Chi Zhining to go downstairs to buy food with just a word of hunger.

but now.

Lian Chen: "I'll go down and see if there's anything to eat, do you want it?"

Chi Zhining turned her back to her, and didn't know what she was busy with, so she just replied softly: "No need."

Lian Chen nodded, opened the door and went down.

The moment the door closed, Chi Zhining turned her head and stared at the door for a long time.

In this memory, they also went in like Cheng Jin Tu Zhiyu, but the two went in different ways, and they couldn't see both sides.

In one night, I experienced 4 years in my dream. Although I didn't experience it personally, this first life seems to be much sadder than imagined.

Many times, she was close to tears.

Reading other people's stories is so unforgettable, not to mention, this story is theirs, she doesn't know what she thought at the time, and she doesn't know why Lian Chen is so extreme, but obviously.

Obviously they can.

So the seeds of obsession were planted like this, tying them together in the dark.

Chi Zhining looked away, she still loves Lian Chen very much, but not enough to love her anymore.

When Lian Chen came back, she saw Chi Zhining who was packing up her things. She put the lunch box on the table, but Chi Zhining didn't look back at her.

"I brought you a meal, you eat a little."

Chi Zhining hummed.

The atmosphere suddenly fell silent. It wasn't the first time they got along like this, but they suddenly became awkward.

"If you find it inconvenient, I'll book another room later." Lian Chen said while drinking a drink.

Chi Zhining put away her things, pulled the suitcase, shook her head and still didn't look at her, "No need, I'll be leaving in a while."

"Go." Lian Chen paused, and subconsciously took a step forward: "Go, where are you going?"

Chi Zhining put away the charger on the table: "A phone call came from home just now, let me go back and talk." She hesitated for a while: "Say something."

She looked back at Lian Chen: "I've already told Kong Lu, and I've bought the ticket, I'll go back first, you will go with them tomorrow."

Lian Chen stared at her blankly, remembering what he asked Cheng Jin before, so they really don't matter.

"Okay, okay." Lian Chen struggled to pull out a smiling face: "Be careful on the road."

Chi Zhining nodded, put the box upright, put on her backpack, and when she passed by Lian Chen, Lian Chen moved slightly to make way for her, and the two people's fingers touched inadvertently, and they passed by in a flash.

Lian Chen followed her to the door, which was a small farewell. Chi Zhining put her free hand on the doorknob for a long time, and when she was about to push it down, she suddenly heard Lian Chen calling her name in a low voice behind her.

"Zhining."

Chi Zhining's hand stopped, holding the doorknob tightly, turned around a few seconds later, suddenly grabbed Lian Chen behind her, pressed her against the door, and kissed her.

This kiss was a little urgent, and he stuck out his tongue as soon as he touched her, which disturbed Lian Chen, put his arms around her neck and began to respond to her.

The kiss lasted for a long time, until finally the two let go with a big gasp. Lian Chen's hair was a little messy. Chi Zhining reached out to help her tidy it up. Looking at her face for a while, he said slowly: "When I'm not here , Eat on time, don't think about getting sick and someone will take care of you, don't drink alcohol, don't go home so late at night."

Seeing Lian Chen's slightly frowned brows, she continued: "You have such a bad temper, you must find someone who loves you to take care of you."

After hearing this, Lian Chen couldn't help it anymore, tears came out of her eyes.

She frowned and choked with sobs, "I don't want you to say this."

Chi Zhining pursed her lips: "That's all I can say."

Lian Chen reached out to grab her shoulders, pulled her to hug her tightly, and got a strong response from Chi Zhining.

They all understand that this is the last parting.

Lian Chen couldn't hold back anymore, hugged her tightly, and asked in a crying voice, "You don't want me yet?"

As if a piece of flesh had been cut off, Chi Zhining put her hand on her head, obviously distressed, but still said in a calm tone: "I don't want you anymore."

I don't want it anymore.

but.

"Lian Chen, I really do." She rubbed her cheek against her hair and whispered in her ear, "I love you very much."

After she finished speaking, she immediately let go of her embrace, didn't look at Lian Chen again, pulled the box and quickly opened the door, left without looking back, and closed the door smoothly.

With a "bang", Lian Chen stood in front of the door and burst into tears. She reached out and grabbed the doorknob, but she didn't have the courage to open it.

Lian Chen understood that she didn't dare to keep her. She knew in her heart that if Chi Zhining really stayed, they would still think like before.

She clearly knew how she felt for Chi Zhining, she would not love her, but she just felt uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.

She said, don't want her, really don't want it.

From then on they really, never had a relationship.

Thinking of this, she burst into tears, curled up and squatted on the ground against the door, feeling very uncomfortable.

When everyone had dinner together at night, it was obvious that Lian Chen was absent-minded.

Seeing her throwing the clam meat on the plate and putting the clam shell into her mouth, Tu Zhiyu couldn't help it anymore, and reached out to grab her hand.

"Are you OK."

When Lian Chen was told this, she looked down and dropped the clam shells.

"It's okay." She turned her head and smiled at Tu Zhiyu.

Tu Zhiyu licked his lips, as if he could see the sadness of Miss First World from her face, thinking this way, she picked up several pieces of meat from the table and put them in Lian Chen's bowl, giving her an encouraging look .

Lian Chen: "Thank you."

After she finished speaking, she bowed her head and ate in silence.

After Tu Zhiyu turned her head, she always felt a strange look from the corner of her eye. She turned her head, and she saw Cheng Jin looking at her, his eyes signaled that I want to eat meat too.

Tu Zhiyu laughed, and took a piece of meat from the plate and put it in Cheng Jin's bowl.

Cheng Jin ate it, with a smile on his face, as if saying that the meat from his wife was delicious.

Tu Zhiyu shook his head, why did he have such an illusion.

She let out a big breath and ate in silence.

On the return flight the next day, there were originally 6 people, but now there are 5 people. For Lian Chen, it was unavoidably sad. On the plane, she sat behind Cheng Jin and Tu Zhiyu, watching them seem to say something , Tu Zhiyu frowned at Cheng Jin and said hum, feeling very warm.

She used to love to be so coquettish with Chi Zhining, and Chi Zhining almost responded to her requests.

She said that she should find someone who can tolerate her temper, but, except for Chi Zhining, who else can spoil her like this.

After getting off the plane and parting, Lian Chen still said thank you to Cheng Jin. Although this time, everyone got together because of interests, it was also a relief for her to ask herself.

It's just that he didn't expect that Chi Zhining's beds and daily necessities were already empty when he returned to the staff dormitory of cc.

Lian Chen's heart suddenly panicked, and she quickly called Chi Zhining, but the person who answered the phone was not herself, but her mother.

On the phone, it was said that Chi Zhining had already gone through the formalities for going abroad, and said that the child suddenly figured out that he was happy at home, and finally added a friendly sentence, asking Lian Chen to come and play at home when he had time.

Lian Chen said something for a long time and hung up the phone.

On the other end, Chi Zhining reached out to pick up the phone that her mother had hung up on, and continued to tidy up the room.

From the day she met Lian Chen to the trip to Luoyang that day, Chi Zhining admitted that Lian Chen was the only one in her life, and her emotions were her emotions.

Now she can finally let go, but she can't be happy at all.

The two have not been in touch since the day of the phone call.

Half a month later, Chi Zhining, accompanied by her family, went to the airport. She did not expect that the procedures would go so smoothly and so quickly.

In fact, it doesn't matter how long you stay in the country, but she still thinks about staying one more day.

When she left, she figured it out a little bit, it would be better to just let it go, cutting off all chances to meet each other would not be a bad thing for her.

With her backpack on, when she left, she looked back and waved goodbye to her parents. Chi Zhining looked up at the airport again, then lowered her head and smiled.

Not much to look forward to, is it.

After the figure disappeared, the parents left with a smile, but what they didn't know was that in a corner of the airport, a girl was squatting on the ground, hugging her knees, her eyes were empty.

After she finally heard Chi Zhining's flight information, she finally couldn't help crying, holding back her tears for more than ten days.

She understood that they really wouldn't meet again this time. Chi Zhining changed the phone card and all the contact methods, and she knew why.

Only after the person leaves can he think of her kindness. Chi Zhining is really kind to her.

But she thought, not only this time, but also in the future, in the future, they will never meet again, and her heart hurts.

But this is the arrangement of fate, what can she do, she can't do anything.

This is her retribution for treating her like this before, and she should bear it.

Chi Zhining cried for a long time, until her heart broke, she cried until her stomach ached and she lay on the ground, attracting a crowd of onlookers.

Someone asked: "Girl, what's the matter?"

Someone asked, "Why are you crying like this?"

Someone asked: "What happened?"

She just cried and didn't say anything, but she understood what she had lost.

She suddenly thought that that afternoon, Chi Zhining was doing her homework, she was lying on the side watching TV, and when she saw something sad, she turned her head and asked Chi Zhining affectionately, would you leave me.

she says.

"will not."

Zhining, you are lying.